Here We AreAnd here I stand again,whispering words I knowthat she will never hear:It's drowned out by ashriveling darkness of wordsso harsh and broken.When I speak of beauty,she hears shouts of emptiness.When I whisper love,she only finds hatred
Thoughtsbroken dials andwhispered secrets: all we are.all we are inside.i'm just the painter,of brilliant starlit musings.could you be my paint?you're never containedby thoughts, words, actions, hopes, dreams.not by anything.
Truth Is What You'll Findthe truth is, i never really know.i don't know what i'm feeling,or why my heart skips three beatswhen she walks down hallwaysthat i've never even seen.the truth is, that somedays ifeel like i'm holding air,bottling feelings till they explode.whispering secrets to the night skyand wishing i could feel.i don't know what i'm not saying,and i wish that i could hold her.but that can't happen. it's not possible.i can't be there when the sun sets;all this fear is seeping outof the wholes that i thoughti closed up so very long ago.and i don't know what to think.the truth is: i don't knowthe secret is: i wish i didyou wanted the truth, sothe truth is what you'll find.
dreamcolordreams are just the pigmentin which reality is painted
The Letter Nnnightsky dreams andnever spoken whispers:the many meaningsattached to peopleplacesthings.echoes of wisdomfound in the emptinessbetween the stars:beginnings of a definitionof who someone ought to be.Is there any power in a name?
Wateredup Phrasesi still think i'm sundrenched thoughtsand wateredup phrases of longfound dreams.i still remember those starlit nightskiesand whispered iloveyous found beatenon the corners of broken curbs.i can't escape these thoughtsideaswordsthat shine from your moonlight eyes:i am whispered conversations in a smile.
Washed in BloodWashed in bloodwill you ever be set free,Of pain so greatin your bitter heart?Wishing and waitingSomeday to findThat your Justiceis done.I'm not sayingthat what he didis right!But was I?Were you?Is anyone?NoWe have tonguesLike vipers,Hands of Ironand Fists of steel.Words now softand ever pleasing to the earare turned to Poisonin the whispers ofHatred and DespairSmack went the Hammer,As Thunk went the Nail.It was my hand, your hand, Our handsThat drove it home.
I imagined me with youeven if i deserved a happy ending, yours is far more beautiful than i could ever have.and though i'd love you to be my warm sunshine, i know that i could never hold on to you.so i guess that means all i've got left are these forgetfuls to remember
Starlit DreamStarlight dancerOn the moonbright windowsill,with delicate lace-tendrilstwined against her tender frame.Whispers of moonlightfloat across her eyes,smothering the sunsetamidst her frosted gaze.She hears the soundOf sundown and sunrise,amidst the colors inher tired eyes.ballerinas pirouette their illusionsto nature's lightening strike,beneath her ebony, shadow sky,with shooting stars spelling dreams.Dreams of words and colors,and whispers of wonder.with hollow gems of tear-waterwrapping around her cheekbone.her dreams are slipping away.
Sonnet II - CollabWe just can't stop, won't stop, don't stop running:though amidst the tempest warning glares seek.Only to be stopped by stars so stunning;Imps watching, hungry for her heart's deceit.Gauzed with trepidation, our Angel falls:ringlets resting amongst autumn-kiss leaves.A voice, singing soft, while her small heart callsamidst this silent lovely autumn breeze.Her Hallowed voice rung through desolate fields:through the vacant blossoms and empty blooms.Hear this moonlight, it shall be not a shieldamong this darkness, among this dark gloom.Pump her heart once; it cannot beat alone,her binding tethers loose; now, may she roam.
Yesterday You Never KnewTell yourself you'll wait until tomorrow,The yesterday you never knew.Let the skies wash away in loneliness,And the air breathe with your heart.Remember tomorrow as you moveThrough the days gone by,And dance with the bitter joyThat comes when yesterday was tomorrow.Today is the moment,Eternity stretched acrossThe singularity of time.It's never ceasing, and ever present,Yet always never here.Fleeting faster than the light,And dancing more joyouslyThan we ever could.So...Tell yourself you'll wait until tomorrow,The yesterday you never knew.
Maybe I'm Dreamingmaybe i'm dreaming,but if i'm dreaming of youthen why should i care?
Nightdreams and DaymaresWell if you're just a daydream,I guess I'm dreaming of you.And maybe I'm not a nightmareafterall. Maybe I'm a nightdream.But I guess that makes you something else.You'd just be a daymare.
What will he hear?when whispers from her lipsreach heavy laden ears withsecret words and secret hearts:What will he hear?
Starshine Reflectionsreflection and starshinehold an invisible beauty.whispers locked upin the ringlet wavespaint wonders in imagesthat we'll never see againreflection has aninvisible camera markedby moonstruck stonesand bright bright stars.The surface of thewater is her film.sunlight on the riverand moonlight in her eyes:all the light i'll ever need.
Rewind TimeI gaze into yourcrystalline eyes andwish I could turn back theclockto the time whenyou loved meas much as I loved you.(but you always say that clockscan't be turned back.I wonder if you're right.)Malicious smiles andgreedy words;you're not the personyou started outto be. I miss who you werebefore this all wentdownhill. I never noticed before nowbut I miss thesweet whispers of,"I love you,"and your eyes;your beautiful eyes. Rewinding timewould be so much easierthan all this regretI keep pent up insideand all the memoriesI force myself to lock away.(I keep them locked tightin the locket you gave me.)
Immortal _Collab_They said flying is easy,When you can't die;It's just drowning in a pastime,burning in addiction.I'm sick sicksickOf this never ending li(f)eI'm almost scaredto check my pulse...who knew a heartcould beat so long?[I know yours doesn't]You're just empty likeA barren field.Piano key ribcage andSilver lined veinsIs this what we've become?This isn't what I meantWhen I said we'd last forever.
Clouds and Skyscraperssome days, all I can see are skyscrapers,wishing they could block the cloudsBut some clouds are too bright to blockAnd others will just seep through.It was just yesterday that a glimmerof a whisper of a hope of sunlightpeaked through the clouds covering my heart.And in that instant, I remembered.There were happier days, not too long agoWhen birds took flight under sunshine so bright.All I can see are the bright sunlight patternsthat have been scratched into the clouds;No matter how hard I try to flyDreams are just the pigmentIn which reality is paintedAnd I cannot escape
Love in ResponseWhen I say I love you,I say it because...you make each breath I takefeel beautiful.You make me feel as if I'm living for a purpose,not just searching for an answer I can't find.You cast away the demons of my pastwith every tight-knit hugand every gentle kiss.I say itbecause you don't realize you mean the world to me,and because I can't hope to sum it upin just five lines of words across a computer screen.When I say I love you,I'm hoping you can look beyond the phantoms in my eyesand into the heart of every moment spent with you.I say itbecause it's as close to honest as I can get sometimes,and I don't want to push you away...
Curl Up Beside MeI wake up to an amazing sunrise,with you lying right next to me,curled up with your head on my chest,and your arm gently resting around my ribs.I stretch gently as to not disturb you,turn my head gently and kiss you,watching as a light smile crosses your lips,causing a smile to come to mine as well.All I want to do is stay where I'm at,with you lying by my side,cuddling like a little child would a teddy bear,a sweet, serenely beautiful angel.
maybe tomorrow, maybe tomorrowShe was cute, funny, and timid; sitting three rows behind him; never speaking; laughing at his innocent clumsiness. By the subtle glances he thought they exchanged, he knew she was something special. She captivated his sorrowed tongue, deleted the salt from his spellbound eyes, evaporated the polluted puddle careening in his train-wrecked past, and he didnt even know her name.You see, his previous infatuation wasted a year from his already-dwindling life, and his tolerance for heartache increased with every reminder of his infected memory. He tamed nostalgia with painkillers and poetry, remedied struggles with futures feigned optimism, but thats not what this story is about; no, this story is about him, her, and the mutual words they could have, should have, ought to, but never bothered to say.--He was dorky, self-conscious, and timid; sitting three rows in front of her; always dreaming; blushing at his casual embarras
to err is to learn is to love:i'll be your spelllcheck,if you keep making mistakesyou want me to fix.
i maybe should've told you.i maybe should've told you that a day hasn't gone by since january that i haven't thought about you. maybe i should've told you that when you stopped talking it also meant you stopped caring.maybe i should've told you about the time when i cried myself to sleep. maybe i should have told you that i really do feel strongly about you.maybe i didn't tell you that no one likes you but me. maybe i should tell you that i didn't care, because you often make me happy. maybe i forgot to tell you that sometimes i can't sleep at night because i'm too busy trying to forget remembering you.maybe i should tell you that i haven't breathed in a while. maybe i should tell you that this seems imaginary sometimes.i maybe forgot to tell you that i only care what you think. maybe i forgot to tell you that i once thought i loved you, but i'm not ready for that kind of commitment.maybe i should've told you that as naive and tainted as you are you enchant me. maybe i should say that you slowly killed me a
the end of forever.i don't know what to tell you.i could tell you that i'm sorry, but that wouldn't change that i didn't do anything wrong.i could tell you that i miss you, but that would just give you another opportunity to break my heart.i could tell you that you're being stupid and immature and selfish and hypocritical, but my opinion doesn't seem to matter anymore.because we both know that no matter what i do, no matter what i say, i'm still going to end up being the one crying myself to sleep at night while you're dreaming happily of chains being cut and being set free.i am sorry for something.i'm sorry i was such a burden to you, i'm sorry you had to force yourself for me. i'm sorry i smothered you. i'm sorry i couldn't accept you for you. i'm sorry i was constantly using the things i did for you against you and i'm sorry i kept showing you my thoughtless side instead of the one you really liked about me. just because you can accept my flaws doesn't mean that it's okay for me to have them.i
turn your back to the treesannie,i have no one else towrite to. i am ever-so-sorrybut bleeding words from betweencongealing eyelashes.today, sheunderstood me.God, i didn't even want tobend backher fingerstil they broke.annie, i just wanted to cry for her and the birch trees.i felt so scaredand was i stillalive? i wish shewere wrong but shecouldn't be, she knewbut he didn't,he didn't knowhow to feel.i just love him,annie, i do.i am sitting on a toadstool,that's howludicrous i feel.i catch fire to the woodswith the redradiating frommy cheeks.annie,i am so afraidall the time and i thinki have burnt myhouse to a pool ofcinders and kindle-wood.i forget the wateris boiling next to acloth until the tea kettlescreams and theceiling's oak-stainedbeams lie by my ankles.i am terrified withevery breath i take,anniebut i know inthe way my heartis still beating,i cannot bear to cryfor her anymore.love always.
nothing more.the sun is fading outshe sayswhispers turn the dayinto duskand she runsthrough nightpast lightninglampslet's not stopshe sayslet's not stopshe wantsto crossa forest,an oceanpassthrough your mindbutshe saysthe sunis fadingout.
Summer RainDancing on jade grass,Breathing in warm summer rain:Melting under sky
When You're GoneWhen you're gone...I'd hold the wind if I thoughtThat it would bring you back.I'd drink the sky in hopesthe stars could shinea little brighter,to lead you home